What is love..

One man's illusion
Another’s suffering
A Poor’s necessity
Casanova’s excuse
Lord's life
Martyr's home
One's poetry

Saturday Shopping

Lifestyle is on sale,i generally make it N-1 day, but as im in silly old bangy i splurged the next day.
Got myself a blue striped shirt(sort of the blogger dashboard combo)
A sand colored kakhi shirt
A ManU red,red t ;)
Almost bought a ESPIRIT jean for 3500(what was i thinking!!)
Then as usual i went till the top floor and came down to bill all the above, then the watch counter struck me and i ended up asking for a Casio Edifice that i fell in love with in Gurgaon.
I bought it..it boasts of

•Dual time
•1-second stopwatchMeasuring capacity: 59'59Measuring mode: Elapsed time
•Date display
•Regular timekeepingAnalog: 4 hands (timekeeping hour and minutes, 12-hour, stopwatch seconds),3 dials (timekeeping seconds, 24-hour, stopwatch minutes)* Home time and local time can be indicated using the hour hand, minute hand, 12-hour hand and 24-hour dial.
•Accuracy: ±20 seconds per month
•Approx. battery life: 2 years on SR626SW
•Size of case / total weightEF-518D : 49.7 X 41.5 X 13.8 mm / 173g
Cost a fortune..but what the hell, it has a slide rule(which i still dont know how to use,not that i know to use the dual time)..
So chucked the jean and went home weaning a shiny new watch!!

My New Friends

I have two new fantastic friends, Don and the person with no name.



Don happens to be a sweet cute looking black labrador who lives in the next apartment. He has these wonderful deep brown eyes that makes your heart melt.(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Labrador_Retriever)



As my sis says



" tats such a dumb dog
makes friends with everyone

buts its real cute na
its eyes "



True to what she says, he has become friends with everyone in the house. Just scratch him from top to bottom, and you'l find yourself the most satisfied customer for your scratch massage parlour. You'll swiftly be rewarded with a wonderful pink tounge cleaning service from your fingers till your feet.



My association with labs started in June 98. When i was intoduced first to a labrador retriever "Sandy" earlier to the owner who ended up being my sis-in-law.And sandy is the most classic example of a labrador.Huge, Lazy,so damn cute,big apetitite,strong,obedient.





His soul ended up in my niece, the owners daughter(you should see her chasing her tail!!)


The next friend happens to have taken my sis's role of a daughter or my bro's role of a son to my aunt(i still havent figured if that person is male or female)(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dove)

Well my aunt almost nurtured her(him??) after its parents left her.Listen to the videos for further info.You should especially listen to her say "enna da kanna, sapiddu da"etc..

Of being committed and single....

Disclaimer:The below facts are purely based upon observation and not on any personal experiences :D(maybe biased towards men, but I'm no MCP)


Adult life has two phases, committed and single. When you are committed you are supposed to give in trust;obligated; engaged; industrious; ambitious; loyal. When you are single you are supposed to be not deceitful or artful; honest; sincere;alone; having no companion.


These are my observations on the people who are under the influence of either of the above two toxicants.


Being single as i mentioned in one of the earlier posts is a highly precarious situation. People who are single strive to get committed. And people who are committed try to move back to being single. So its all a matter of which side of the brain functions at which point of time.


Honestly the fun starts when that being is single and strives to get committed, the situation is sort of like this:

• Our highness looks with benevolence at those who are committed, he feels that they are losing the fun in their life by walking the line.
• All of a sudden he realises all the pretty girls are actually born with "boyfriends".
• He panics.
• He lists down the most possible placed where he could find single and ready to mingle PYT's.
• He frequents(as in every 3-4mins) all the social networking sites(what a royal name for something so stupidly lame).
• He wishes he had a single login to manage all the sites.
• He searches profiles age wise, country wise, state wise and social status wise(women obviously).
• It doesn't work.
• He looks around at work, the girl who sits across, the girl during the break next to the coffee machine(who incidentally linked eyes with him and smiled), that firang during lunch..anyone whose not a man :( .
• He changes his hairdo, he gets a new facial hair style(read moustache, beard).
• He buys a new wardrobe(all branded clothes).
• He starts working out(Ha..ha!!).
• He starts dancing classes(one of those intimate Latin dances,unluckily he's paired along with a guy).
• He asks his friends friends for intros.
• Depression sets in (all the above happens in a weeks time).

Why did god ever have to make Adam??Couldn't he just do the trick with eve? By the way, was God man?

So our man finally finds someone. He starts floating . He is all smiles all the time(would beat Aishwarya Rai's too).Monthly mobile bills reach an all time record, sending the mobile companies on a big fraud management exercise, gifts get exchanged, his EMI's increases(credit card companies are happy), he dreams of a fine wedding,yumm..wonderful food,he remembers all the discarded old romantic songs and loads his mobile/pod with them,everything happy..happy..happy!!

Then funny things happen, as a wise man(me,of course) said a long time back- it takes a life time to understand a woman and by the time you do, you are dead.

He just found out the meaning of chaos theory(long live my B.Sc in Physics http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory). Unpredictability is best explained in women. Now its time to exterminate an organism that has become to live out of him(Good ol 10th standard Biology http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parasite).

Now the sequence of extermination progresses like:

• Irritate the women, works like a charm all the time, every time.
• Do just what she doen'nt like, works like voodoo magic.
• Cut calls majorly, or make too many calls and pressurise to talk at weird hours and weird situations.
• Talk about old relationships.
• Tell them what to do.
• Ask them to meet you evry day at 10 in the night.

So while i mention about 15 points for trying, i would do with about 6 for extermination. Why so? Women are so darn impatient!! Yo baby, i just love them for that. It makes our life so eeeeeeaaaaaassssyyyyy.....

Thats about it..chow..chow!!

Gimme a title

Im a silly guy
In this big wide world
Giving Emotion and love, to the fairy untold
Asking forgiveness, in all actions unknown
The light at the end, is a hard uphill jog

There is the fairy with her flowing tresses
Big brown eyes and kisses that caress
But love alas is still void, as her emotion
is hard as stone, tough to dissolve

What I am is as true as the commandments
A man searching for the oasis
Let me be, and let me show
What it is to love, and to be loved

The silly guy isn’t silly after all
To be emotional isn’t a sin at all

Thought for the day

IM STILL ALIVE....

Of Friends and Girlfriends..

Guess i do have lots of time today or is it the Delhi factor??

Anyways...i have had my share of friends,some fantastic,some so..so,some i miss,many i don't,some i don' even bother about(then why are they friends?),some who are so similar that you don't even need to make any attempt to discover them( :-] ), some who you wish you got close but they never let you get there and few who you just can't tear me away from.

I do have a guilt that most of them are of the opposite gender(8:2 ratio...tsk..tsk)(or maybe its just so that people don't call me you know what).So what is a friend??

Its tough to define the word friend.We generally do make or have friends for different reasons.One who may just be a lending hand,one who you may just talk your heart out all the time,one who you would listen to all the time,one who you use just for shopping, one for gossip etc etc.

My idea of a friend is a person who stays with you, through rain and shine,who doesnt expect anything from you in return for anything that he/she may do for you,who is not you soul mate but comes somewhere close to that.A person who you neednt take any effort to know about,coz it just doesnt matter as you could just accept them like that.A person who wudnt ask you why you didnt call them or talk to them when you find someone special in your life after being as thick as blood for a long time.A person whose shoulders who you can always use when the someone special isnt there any longer.

I have had some fantastic friends and still have some fantasic ones.Probably the current set of friends with whom im in constant touch are the closest i have ever got( and yes more the girls the merrier rules apply here too).

Now we come to the next,a little bit more critical part of girl friend(a word that i have come to hate along with its male form).I think its probably the correct time to write about it(as there is a change in my life,a happy..very happy change,so wonderful that you are so lucky to be alive,thank you,a million times raised to the power of 'n' raised to 'i',shall explain later).

All the above statements remain true,but i shall add some more on what makes this relationship more special.You feel content,dont know why all,but you do feel so content in life,the person makes you privileged,you feel whatever you give to someone when returned in the so most small ways makes giving a worthwhile effort doing again and again.You now have a purpose,a goal to not be care-free.You are going to make a lot of new relatives[;)].

Maybe there are more things to add to this,but to me i think this probably gives an overall picture.

Mucho Gracias everyone..my lifes wonderful.

Self Realization

Most of us are opportunists,as a fact all of us are. I'm a glorified form of an opportunist.I look at every instance to make a fast move & I have a keen eye for one too.

What makes an opportunist?

We are the kinds who know when a particular scrip is down & go buy everything before anyone else does,we are the kinds who know when a woman is on the verge of a breakup & be her knight in shining armour & drop her the question when she can't be without you,we find an antique & tell the seller that its not worth a penny & buy it at half the price.

So we are greedy,selfish & self-centered.we talk as if we know everything when we possibly might not know anything.we just know to &have a god given talent to find the best for ourselves.we can lie the lie as the truth.we are the best convincers in the world.

Well,now add the fact that im a taurian to this & you have the world's most cynical,self-centered opportunist ever born.
That's my self realization for the day.

Its been a long time baby...

heylo..how has the blogging world been off late??lots of changes around me in the last one month since i was in here..moved out of the most stinking place that i have ever lived in my life..PUNE(since im out of there,its safe for me to present my cynical comments)..all the impressions on pune were just misconceptions.
Lets start one by one..in the order of importance
1.You have wonderful,pretty girls(the most important,so gets preference 1)
Stinks to the core..all girls iv ever seen in pune are covered from top to bottom,the last time such an incidence happened in modern human history was in Afghanistan during the taliban regime.The main reason that the local puneites give me is that its because of the pollution and heat.Pollution for your kind information is highly rampant in Mumbai and Delhi,while pune has maybe 1% of it,so the reason should be coz of the fact that these girls dont want to be identified when they are with the guys doin all the silly nonsense that are highly objected by cultured(??) pune elders.For the matter of fact most guys iv seen in front of these girls on the bikes have the same dress sense.Heat for instance is there majorly between april-june(& during these times the outer attire is generally leather wear!!).
2.Food
Horrible nightmare.Only the 2nd time iv ever got poisoned in my life.Not a foodies place especially not a non-veg place.Ya..you do get good pav baji.And most times had to do with onlt shetty food.
3.Roads & Driving
Misery.Probably the worst roads and maybe worser drivers in the whole world.
4. Work Culture
Highly unprofessional(atleast my company was/is).
5.Cost of living
Almost as costly as Bangalore.If not costlier still.
6.Koregaon Park,Kalyani Nagar and Camp
Probably the best parts of pune.Modern people(majorly Osho guys in KP and upmarket and defense people in camp),well laid roads,some what road discipline,good food(German Bakery..yum..yum),half naked dressing sense(sic.) et all.
7.Public Transport
The most dirtiest system & buses/autos in the country,highly rash.no women is respected in the buses,push,shove,grope do whatever you want to them,neither do they seem to care or they are too used to it that they don't mind.Buses never stop in the bus stops,all 70 in the bus want to travel on the foot boards(sometimes the conductor & driver too).
8.Climate
Funny.
9.Religion
Only place till date that i have found bajans at its peak at 12 in the night!!c'mon guys gods have their personal lives too.
10.Women drive Bikes!!
Yipee..they do..so it means no drop me here,there and anywhere like in other parts of the country.Its a boon to guys who are too lazy(like me) to drive geared bikes.They do drive big bike as a matter(btw i do drive geared bikes).
11.Language
Irritating and crude language.Every word sound like a swear word.The english is close to pathetic.

So thats it..i guess i have covered what i had to.Now i feel less heavy ;)

Boulevard of Broken Dreams...

I dream and I dream, to do and to not

Of cool wind in summer and warm sunshine in winter

Of a happy land where there are no poor

Of relationships that live ever

And for kids who cry never

There is no love without pain; there is no pain in love

And no life if you are not loved

There is pleasure in giving without getting

Alas, sad that humans are so forgetting

I dreamt once of a family; one that is mine

Love all around, fairies in tow

A cute kid and a caring partner

Now that dream is long forgotten

I have moved stones for the one I loved

Walked on thorns to save her the pain

Blood, sweat and tears

I have lost more than I have gained

Still I rise, dreaming for a better tomorrow

Praying that I give more to the one that follows

Even if hurt, even if broken

There is always hope

This is my boulevard of broken dreams

Ok there has been no plagiarism involved in this,excluding the title which if i remember rightly is a song of Green Day.If anyone finds it similar to something else,then its 2 people thinking in the same way

I know...iam a very good looking guy..

That was what i was thinking for a long time till reality brought me bang on my feet today :(.one of those usual boring days where you sit alone & get kicks out of watching people go by.Must admit the two most interesting things to watch are a bunch of crows and people.they are so similar.chattering non stop,fighting for place and food,looking for the most good looking among each other.have you ever seen the way a crow looks at you?one crooked eye on you waiting for any reaction from you and the other eye on its target,the crooked actions with their necks almost M.J break dancing style cross barathanatyam (black or white song types)

So this was what i was doing sitting in one of the multiplex food malls in pune(oh,i haven't talked about pune,that requires one posting) called city pride(!!!) in kothrud.A late 4'o clock lunch of chilly and jalapeño pizza with breads and ice tea.It was close to show time and i was sitting next to a huge glass window that overlooks the escalator (the one that takes you up,know what something that takes you down is called??) that take people(not crows) to the hall.

It was the usual family cum couplish "oh!!its the weekend.i wanna watch a movie" crowd.One major thing i observed. we people don't seem to have got an hang of going up in elevators.this generally is the process

I'm not really so great at drawing with paint on a touch pad.But i hope this does explain what i intend to.People get from step 1 to step last in the most in numerous ways of acrobatism that set me thinking if we need to add "how to climb up in an escalator?" as a part of out school curriculum.Generally its pretty simple.Follow these step

1. Place your hand on the railing and get yourself a proper grip.
2. Place one firm leg on one of the steps (left or right,not both)
3. Place the other leg on the next step (again only one leg)
4. Then depending on the balance you can choose to remain in this way or keep both legs firmly planted in one step
5. Then before you reach the end place one leg firmly on the floor (only one leg people, don't jump like rabbits)
6. The other and you are off.

"SIMPLE"
But yes i did see two important things on 2 people. As below:

1. Australia - on the front of a girl's T.Now what do i comment on??
   
2. Everyone wants to go to heaven,no one wants to die - on a guys, he was just going up an elevator.
   

For more tips on elevators, refer
http://www.jimandellen.org/gmuhome/MovingScala.html
and
http://www.eesf.org/safetrider/article5.htm

Oh yeah, the part on me looking good, as i thought was coz everyone going up the elevator was staring at me.Eventually it was not me. it was because of what i was eating



Don't it look ugly??And yes as the "wonderfully wow" girl said "you look ugly every day!!"
Hmmm..life goes on....

Why men cry & women don't care a damn...

I observe people well, don’t ask me how, but it’s just a god given talent that I have. I know when two people are in love, when two people are fighting, when people are confused, when people are angry, I just have this innocuous ability to detect a minor change in the tone of a person that is different from normal & relate it to an emotion.The other day I saw a couple in the office cafeteria, a pretty strange sight, a guy crying & the girl consoling him. This holy sight is not something you see everyday.Men are pretty vicious creatures. Crying to them is an act of emotional subjugation of their women. It’s their version of emotional blackmail. Say for example you say "my parents have started looking out for a guy for me”, he says "I need more time”, you say "how much longer?” he does this. One tear from the corner of the left eye, which would be the most melodramatic half tears you would ever see in your life, now he says "you know where I’m now. What would I speak to your parents? You know you are the only one I have in my life (as if he was born orphan!!".then comes the next half tear from the right eye, now the girl is sinked.she brings him closer to her chest & the guy very merrily smiles to himself.hmm...My dear ladies, its time you stopped trusting these croc tears. You are & will be much stronger than any man. I mean you just have to look at a man & he knows what you want & does it. See that’s extra sensory perception. I mean women hardly need to lift a limb to get things done.Ok to be fair to my brothers, it’s sort of true that men are very emotional. The hard as hell outlook to the world is just a mask. Most, that is 99.9999% men are weak inside. So women know this & take advantage of this. Aren’t they wise my dears? Women sometimes choose such guys too & when it gets too emotional they dump them, you know like that piece of trash that u segregate as recyclable & non & dump it in the green or red bin, men are the green ones. Recyclable you see...And yes break ups hurt men more; women seem to just move on faster. Probably they have too many distractions. Like that next recyclable guy waiting in the line, who looks like a mama's boy.Also men who dump women are weird jerks. I got to know a wonderfully pretty girl a week back. I mean "SHE IS WONDERFULY WOW”. And I couldn’t believe that some guy could actually dump her. The reason was his parents wouldn't accept it. I mean man, what all are you going to ask permission from your people for?? Aren’t you mature enough?? I mean mom can I pee in the morning?? Can I use these color undies today?? Go take a walk u dumb ass****.Lady he doesn't deserve you, I have hardly spoken to you for a day but my gut feels that you are different, special. To you I quote this

No More Tears
Barbra Streisand & Donna Summer
________

It's raining, it's pouring
my love life is boring me to tears,
after all these years

No sunshine, no moonlight,
no stardust, no sign of romance
we don't stand a chance

I've always dreamed I found the perfect lover
but he turned out to be like every other man
our love, our love

Raining (raining)
pouring (pouring)
there's nothing left for us here
and we won't waist another tear

If you've had enough,
don't put up with his stuff,
don't you do it
If you've had your fill,
get the check pay the bill,
you can do it

Tell him to just get out
nothing left to talk about
pack his raincoat show him out
just look him in the eyes and simple shout

Enough is enough is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on, no more no
enough is enough, is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now

Enough is enough

If you've reached the end,
don't pretend that is right
when it's over (It's over)
if the feeling is gone
don't think twice just move on
get it over (over, over)
tell him to just get out, say it clearly, spell it out

Enough is enough is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on, no more no
enough is enough is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now

Enough is enough

I've always dreamed to find the perfect lover,
but he turns out to be like every other man
our love (I had no choice from the start)
our love (I've gotta listen to my heart)
our love (tearing us apart)

Enough, is enough, is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on no more no
enough, is enough, is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now

Enough is enough

No more tears (no more tears)
no more tears (no more tears)
no more tears (no more tears)
no more tears (no more tears)
enough is enough is enough is enough is enough is enough
I've had it, you've had it, he's had it, we've had it
enough is enough is enough is enough is enough is enough
I've hat it, you've had it, he's had it, we've had it

I always dreamed I find the perfect lover
But he turned out to be like every other man

I had no choice from the start
I've gotta listen to my heart
tearing us apart

Enough is enough is enough
I can't go on, I can't go on, no more no
enough is enough is enough
I want him out, I want him out that door now

Goodbye mister, goodbye, goodbye mister, goodbye sugar

It's raining, it's pouring
there's nothing left for us here
and we won't waist another tear

No more tears
is enough is enough is enough is enough
is enough is enough is enough is ENOUGH!!!

Go take on that recyclable guy & avenge that guy’s mistake. Some men folk are just not worthy of such amazing women. Some men are like dogs, they go "oh, I smell fresh stuff, what season is it?”. You now know why there are so many cross breeds.

How to make a woman happy!!

The million dollar question..here are the answers In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes, and you get points.Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted.You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played.Here is a guide to the point system:
SIMPLE DUTIES
You make the bed (+1)
You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow(0)
You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1)
You go out to buy her what she wants (+5) In the rain (+8)
But return with Beer (-5)
You check out a suspicious noise at night (0)
You check out a suspicious noise, and it is nothing(0)
You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5)
You pummel it with iron rod (+10)
It's her pet (-10)
SOCIAL ENGAGEMENTS
You stay by her side the entire party (0)
You stay by her side for a while, then leave to chat with a college buddy(-2)
Named Tina (-4)
Tina is a dancer (-6)
Tina has silicon implants (-80)
HER BIRTHDAY
You take her out to dinner (0)
You take her out to dinner and it's not a sports bar (+1)
Okay, it's a sports bar (-2)
And it's all-you-can-eat night(-3)
It's a sports bar, it's all-you-can-eat night, and your face is painted the colors of your favorite team (-10)
A NIGHT OUT
You take her to a movie (+2)
You take her to a movie she likes (+4)
You take her to a movie you hate (+6)
You take her to a movie you like (-2)
It's called 'DeathCop' (-3)
You lied and said it was a foreign film about orphans (-15)
YOUR PHYSIQUE
You develop a noticeable potbelly (-15)
You develop a noticeable potbelly and exercise to get rid of it (+10)
You develop a noticeable potbelly and resort to baggy jeans and baggy Hawaiian shirts (-30)
You say, "It doesn't matter, you have one too." (-8000)
ENJOY THE BIG QUESTION
She asks, "Do I look fat?" (-5) [Yes, you lose points no matter what]
You hesitate in responding (-10)
You reply, "Where?" (-35)
Any other response (-20)
COMMUNICATION
When she wants to talk about a problem , you listen, displaying what looks like a concerned expression (0)
You listen, for over 30 minutes (+50)
You listen for more than 30 minutes without looking at the TV (+500)
She realizes this is because you have fallen asleep (-10000)
Now what chance do you have???

Kaapi to Cappuchino .....!

Reminds you of all the changes that we go through as a part of "growing up"..sorry people most of it is in tanglish

He even kills the language!!!

Can the English language survive after Bush?most of you would have read this before..but i jus cant get enough of this man's control of english..funny it happens to be his mother tongue too!!

"The vast majority of our imports come from outside the country. "
- George W. Bush

"If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure."
- George W. Bush

"One word sums up probably the responsibility of any Governor, and that one word is ' to be prepared '."
- George W. Bush

"I have made good judgments in the past. I have made good judgments in the future. "
- George W. Bush

" The future will be better tomorrow." George W. Bush

" We're going to have the best educated American people in the world."
- George W. Bush

" I stand by all the misstatements that I've made."
- George W. Bush

"We have a firm commitment to NATO, we are a part of NATO. We have a firm commitment to Europe We are a part of Europe."
- George W. Bush

" Public speaking is very easy."
- George W. Bush

"A low voter turnout is an indication of fewer people going to the polls."
- George W. Bush

"We are ready for any unforeseen event that may or may not occur. "
- George W. Bush

"For NASA, space is still a high priority."
- George W. Bush

"Quite frankly, teachers are the only profession that teach our children. "
- George W. Bush

"It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it."
- George W. Bush

" It's time for the human race to enter the solar system."
- George W. Bush

God help America .

Well..

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you

Why?Why?Why??????????

Why doesnt the whole of India have a good stream less 2mbps internet conn?
Why is the place so screwed up with reservation and caste?
Why do i have to pay 1200+ bucks as taxes to a 1rs air ticket?
Why dont i get Bacardi Limon everywhere?
Why are some torrents so slow?
Why am i not going for the Aerosmith show?
Why are good people always in a mess?
Why the hell are so many freaking languages in this country?
Why are cocktails so darn costly?
Why are all good looking women committed?
Why are some people so snobbish?
Why wasnt i born 50yrs back?
Why dont i jus get a stupid car?
Why does life have to be so freaking boring?
Why arent stags not allowed in discs?
Why are our thoughts censored?
Why do arranged marriages get screwed up?
Why arent all days fridays?
Why does the canteen food suck major?
Why dont they serve chocolate in canteens?
Why cant some people jus speak plain english?
Why do people have to bomb mosques and churches and temples?
Why isnt basic education free?
Why are there so many poor people in this world?
Why do i need a wikipedia?
Why do i need to dress so stupid formal to work?
Why do i need to get married?
Why study?
Why education?
Why relationships?

Tell me why...

Life of late has taken a tumble down boredom..everyday seems to be a horrible nightmare..gosh..i wish i was in chennai jus to know that if u got no work to do you can go home and sleep,be online,go to the temple/beach/city centre..the f*ing city of pune is so goddamn boring and work is another horrible shoot..if wishes were flowers..

Moi es back..

you are aqua #00FFFF

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

ha..ha..well quite a way to start of a new year on my blog..sme1 sent this link to me and this what i found out abt myself..sounds interesting

The one i love..

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore